Maybe part of it is the huge societal milestone of home ownership? It really signals the start of what most would call 'adulthood', and you'll be moving somewhere else for the first time.
Yes, I know it's eventually to be with your lovely wife once she arrives, but it's still a huge step, and one you're confronted with daily and in closer proximity than (at the moment) your marriage.
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Maybe part of it is the huge societal milestone of home ownership? It really signals the start of what most would call 'adulthood', and you'll be moving somewhere else for the first time.
Yes, I know it's eventually to be with your lovely wife once she arrives, but it's still a huge step, and one you're confronted with daily and in closer proximity than (at the moment) your marriage.
I know I'd be daunted.
I hope you feel okay soon. *hugs again*